no sleep for eh wicked

Meds are off a little so not sleeping well. Went out to dinner with zach and Nikki. jack finally told Mom he wants help which his parents are going to help him get but he'll have a tough weekend. what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I'm going to try to keep up with the blog instead of one blog then wait a year. That sucks. Rachel didn't call tonight I am upset but I have good friends. Goddess bless. For the those who call me. Momma Jo and those who call me Jo

Oh my Goddess and I mean a true one like Kali

Good gracias Iam obnoxious I love Bravo's Housewives. I've been obsessed with them. Was in the hospital two weeks ago then a friend/someone I knew died of a crack overdose. Or heart failure. I don't think anyone even reads what I write even though I haven't written in over a year here online. I keep a real physical journal. I don't even know what to write knowing that noone reads it. Sometimes I'm so lonely my new name Mamma Jo

It's been awhile

I like to make my font larger and in color so there. I found my son he called me a few months ago since no one reads this I feel a freedomhere that is great. I am so proud of him I hope he's happy and doesn't hurt himself or anyone else. Josh is coming here and I have no extra money or anyone to go with anyone want to go let me know. I go for surgery for my bladder on March 28th - The SSI people don't see that I'm disabled I just don't understand but the spirits that visit me at night have no new suggestions except to tell people about them they are real they are there. My roommate/boyfriend is sick and cranky high fever cough. His niece was sick, Nicki was sick so where else could he have gotten it from ANYWHERE.

Had a great conversation short as it was with daughter it's left me happy all week.Does she know how much she can make happy. (Oh there he goes coughing again poor thing) I print these out and put them in my journal. I have at this time over the last few years 100 journals all together over since I'm 16 maybe 400 journals wow that's a lot but not all filled in lots of contradictions and repeats. Daughter doesn't like repeats but I have MS as if you read my blog you know and I repeat but other people do it too all around me. If you read my blog let me know.

I miss Jiggy (puppy on Housewives of Beverly Hills) so beautiful. that's it for now Goddess loves you.

Namaste
JoDee (ita keyley) my wiccan name