Feeling much Better

So Next months bill on phone is going to better than this month which was 360 this month I wonder I hopedamn it.................. talk to ya tomorrow

Pain and Bliss

It's a wierd freakin day. The dental company turned down my application for financial help for the dental work. Unfucking believable. I'm so frustrated. That is the Pain. The Bliss is the fact that I believe something good is in store for me. Goddess is strong in my heart One door closes and another opens. I just have to be smart enough to see it and choose correctly. Been studying all the herbs and stuff to understand the poisonous, medicinal, magical etc I got Cunninghams new Book of Shadows which has a section on herbs, it's great. I'm putting stuff in my book of shadows and using internet sources and other books so what I'm putting in MY book of Shadows is what I deem important not just blindly believing other sources. Especially for Magical use It's my intent it's what I impart on what I've written and what I want to use it for. If this does not make sense it's a wiccan thing and maybe too different.

The herb class I went to was run by Bunky who now putts REV in front of his name and spends his time teaching - He won the lottery several years ago $87 Milliondollars. I wasn't impressd with him before he was arrogent and said something rude to catt when we met him like 5 years ago but he has a stong opinion on everything I think he's always been like that I don't think it's the money I am sure that things in his life have changed but He dovoted himself to the craft. His class was a little too long. but there was breaks and I met several people and exchanged phone numbers. I'm trying to be more social,

Namaste JoDee