Oh my Goddess and I mean a true one like Kali

Good gracias Iam obnoxious I love Bravo's Housewives. I've been obsessed with them. Was in the hospital two weeks ago then a friend/someone I knew died of a crack overdose. Or heart failure. I don't think anyone even reads what I write even though I haven't written in over a year here online. I keep a real physical journal. I don't even know what to write knowing that noone reads it. Sometimes I'm so lonely my new name Mamma Jo